I love you.
I love your soft face, your strong almond eye’s, your long raven hair, your thin petite body.
I loved you in Elementary school, though we were never in the same class.
I would see you everyday on the bus after school.
No matter how hard or bad my day was, whenever I would see you, none of it mattered and I knew everything would be okay.
I loved you in Junior High and Senior High school. We shared many of the same classes. Whenever I would see your beautiful face or hear your soft voice…I was home.
I expressed my feelings about you to our English instructor; Ms. Chandler at the time. You were very smitten by my feelings and affections for you.
As the years pass, I still love only you. I see you everyday, and it fills my heart with hope that one day you will be mine and I will be yours.
I search far and wide looking for you.
God blessed me to find you in Guilin, Guangxi. We fall desperately in love with each other. Every week we go to church thanking and praising God for the gift of love He has blessed us with. More than a year passes, our love for each other and our desire to be together become so strong we want no one but each other.
On the eve of making arrangements to bring you home, for us to be married and have a beautiful family with beautiful children, God separates us from each other…
I thought for sure that our wait was over.
I thought for sure that God had answered our prayers and our wait was over.
I thought for sure that…our time had come and we would finally be together.
I thought for sure…
So now…I’m back to looking and waiting for you.
I pray throughout everyday and every night that God will bring you back to me.
I still see you everyday, only now…I can’t see you without becoming incredibly sad…
I wake up in the middle of the night, crying my eye’s out, because I love you so much but I can’t have you.
It’s only with you that I’ve been truly happy and I’ve had true purpose with my life.
It’s only with you that I’ve ever desired anything or loved anyone.
In this life or any other, there’s only one woman of whose side I wish to sit…she will always be you…
I love you…
I love your soft face, your strong almond eye’s, your long raven hair, your thin petite body…
I love your gentle spirit, your tender personality, your soft voice…
I love you, because you’re you…
There will never be room for anyone in my heart but you…
I hope God blesses me to find you again soon…
I’m tired of not being able to sleep at night…
I’m tired of crying my eye’s out every night…
I’m tired of being sad day in and day out…
I’m happy with my life, but my life is incomplete without you.
I love you…
I need you…